“I suppose it wouldn’t,” he admitted as Dr. Everett finally strolled in.
The bespectacled bearded man in his white lab coat quickly took to prodding and pressing at certain spots all around the rude, dreadful bruise. Gauging where it hurt the most proved difficult, as Frobert spat curses with every poke. As he worked, the Doctor would give curious grunts and knowing hums. Finally he stood up, nodded and went to a small locked cabinet against the wall.
“So, how did it happen?” he asked.
Frobert answered, “Well you see doc, when a man and a woman love eachother–“
“It was that damned ferry pilot,” Lorna interjected. “Started pulling up the gangplank before he was all the way off. Didn’t quite make that last step, did you? Smacked his chest right on the pier.”
“Again with the pilot? That’s a real problem.”
“We’ve got Marben on his way to give the bot a once-over as we speak.”
“Well, you’re lucky, my friend,” Everett said to Frobert. He took a keyring out of his coat and went about unlocking the cabinet. “You’ve got a severely bruised rib. But it’s not broken.”
“I was inches away from prescribed bed rest. How exactly am I lucky?”
“Ha! I like him, princess. Is he staying?”
“For the moment,” she said.
Everett grunted his approval and opened the cabinet. He pulled out a small beaker of glowing green liquid. It brightened the examination room and set a dim emerald hue on everyone’s faces.
“Down the hatch, my small friend,” Everett said, handing Frobert the bottle. “Should be a fine dose for someone your size. It’s not going to make the bruise go away, but you won’t be feeling it for the next several days. Though, that’s no reason to be reckless, ok?”
Frobert pulled the stopper and waved the beaker under his nose. “Panacide…with a hint of apple…and that nice piss undertone. Well, I’m alive to drink it, that’s a plus.” He downed the whole vial and handed it back to the doctor.
“Alright, if that’s all,” Everett said, “princess, a word?” He stepped out into the hall with Lorna just behind him.
“News?” she asked quietly.
“Nothing worth much of your time, my lady. Your niece finally lost that tooth. Willam’s eyes are getting worse. David, always the lady-killer, has that awful rash down there again. And your brother is suffering from headaches and fitful dreams.”
She’d been having various members of the Keep’s staff keep tabs on the rest of the Family since her father’s death. It wasn’t so much out of suspicion but more out of need to see as much of the whole picture at all times as was possible. She had no doubt others in the Family were doing the same; in a strange way that actually comforted her even more. “Thank you Doctor. For everything,” she said.
He smiled and gently patted her shoulder as he walked off down the hall towards his office. She ducked back inside to see Frobert slipping his vest back on.
“Right then,” she said, rubbing her hands together. “I trust you’re feeling better?”
“Aside from the aftertaste, yes. If I find myself spewing glowing vomit later, you’ll be hearing from me.”
“Then it’s time. RG, send for them. Tell them to meet us in the briefing room immediately.”
“Yes, princess.”
They departed the infirmary quickly; RG headed for the emergency lift booth situated near the exit while Frobert and Lorna made their way back up the winding stairs. The small man had no shortage of complaints, but displayed little evidence of pain as they climbed back past the airdock and into the Great Hall.
“This room hasn’t changed much. Still stinks of anger,” his voice echoed as they crossed the marble floor. Lorna glanced at him over her shoulder but said nothing.
Several halls and another small flight of stairs brought them to a set of opulent oak doors. She opened one and waved Frobert in before her. Within was a room built solely for discussion. Plain, unadorned stone walls; a simple, inexpensive chandelier hung low over a large round table of polished birch wood. Several lanterns were mounted around the room and a thriving plant stood hearty in a large pot off in one corner.
Lorna knew the room well. During the Freehold Conflict the Royal Guard and certain members of the SFID would meet here to discuss matters of Keep security. Family meetings were a regular occurrence around the simple table. Some nights, when she couldn’t sleep, Lorna would order something from the kitchens and slip in quietly to find Janus furiously gulping down a bowl of fruit or a glass of wine. This of course would lead to an entire night spent drinking and giggling over gossip and their childhood. Inevitably one or both of them would begin to sob over the loss of mother and father and either stumble back to bed or pass out on the table.
Frobert found a seat and hauled himself into it. “My lady…” he said quietly. Lorna looked over to see him in the chair, his head just barely above the surface of the table.
“Oh, my apologies. Of course. Just…one moment.” She ducked out of the room and re-emerged with a wooden crate lid. She handed it to the small man who promptly placed it beneath him without a thank you or even a mumbled acknowledgement. He was able to rest his arms on the tabletop, yet still had all the air of a child waiting for supper.
She took the chair directly opposite from him and nervously looked around the room. She was about to set the pieces in motion that would either save the Kingdom or fail, costing the lives of not only the team of would-be heroes but countless citizens as well. Corland was counting on her, and yet had no idea. Her brother was counting on her, yet had as little confidence as she did. Still, she knew if it came to a last stand, he would defend their home and their land down to his dying choke. Her right hand began to tremble, and she set to running her fingers through her brown hair to hide it.
“You have no idea what you’re doing do you?” Frobert said. A half smile was on his face as he took off his top hat and set it on the table.
“What do you mean?”
“Look at you; you’re shaking like a leaf. Why?”
“This is an important mission, Frobert. It’s not ignorance, its anticipation.”
He laughed. A mocking, almost forced laugh. “Anticipation?” he chuckled. “I’ve performed for packed houses princess. I’ve peered through the curtain and seen the hungry eyes of hundreds. Hundreds with wringing hands, restless children, and wonder so very evident on their faces.” He leaned forward as best he could; lowering his voice, “I’ve stood in front of footlights, in the middle of bars, at the top of staircases in public squares…just to show those anxious people out there a simple bit,” he snapped his fingers, leaving a small flame floating in front of him, “of magic. I know what anticipation is, my lady, and you are just plain scared.” He blew out the tiny fire and shook his head.
“Frobert,” she said. “I get it. I do. I know you look at me, and my brother and the rest of us and you think that we are all somehow responsible for the Vallshot…that we all killed your family. I might just feel the same way if it were me sitting where you are. But I do need your help. We need your help. Yes…I have no clue what I’m doing. The story you just told me back there? That was the first scrap of intelligence we’ve gotten on the matter since the warning flew in the window. I have no idea where we’re going; I have no idea where to even begin.” She rubbed one eye wearily. “So…if you want to hate us after all is said and done I welcome it. It’s more or less deserved. But right now, we’ve got bigger to deal with and you know that. Help me. Don’t hate me.”
“Do you know where I was that day, princess? I’m sure you’ve got a decent sized file on me but I doubt your people could dig that far back.” Lorna raised her eyebrows, saying nothing. He continued, “It was election day, of course. Morvus would become Speaker after the dust settled. Granted, it’s not a requirement that we attend the event, but every Gnome should do their best to go. My wife lived in Ferrus during her youth, so she was lucky enough to witness one. I attended one as a boy and another as a fanciful young man looking to throw some fire around the crowd and make a little coin.”
Lorna bore a look of exasperation, but nevertheless hung on every word.
“We thought it only fitting,” he said, “that our daughter see the process while she was still young. There was no telling how old she’d be when another came along, you know? We planned the trip for weeks. Packed a couple of bags, checked and double checked the departure schedule. The Vallshot was the best ship the Election Committee could afford to send to Corland.” Frobert looked down at the shiny tabletop, staring beyond the wood and back in time. “She had that old durasteel plating…outdated and hard to maintain. Engines were damn near nonexistent…I probably could’ve blown the damn thing up with a hard sneeze, I can only imagine how easy it was for the Portus to…” He slowly shook his head, whispering, “I should’ve been with them.”
“I’m so sorry, Frobert. You don’t realize…I am sorry,” Lorna said meekly.
His head whipped up; his eyes focused back on the present, and directly on her. “I should’ve been with them. But do you know where I was instead? I was here. I was at the Keep, in a crowd of nearly 3 dozen, trying to get an interview for the Master of Ceremonies position.” Lorna vaguely remembered the bulletin. Janus needed someone to keep the Family’s public image light, to make announcements, to entertain guests, diplomats and other important people; Users preferable. “Mayla, she…we both agreed that it was just too good of a shot not to take, but that Elly shouldn’t miss out on the trip. I kissed them both, apologized in good humor while I watched them board that rickety old boat, and came directly here to show your brother and the rest of the Family that I could do a decent job as your dancing, singing, shouting, fire juggling fool.”
Lorna had no words. Nothing to say that could’ve possibly salved Frobert’s wounds. She could relate. Some hurts simply had no cure. He didn’t let up, “I didn’t get the job, obviously. I also lost my wife, and my little girl. I…should have been with them. Should’ve…held them as tight as I could as the hull burst into pieces. Should’ve told them I loved them before everything went black…but I was singing and dancing for you people.”
Lorna felt sadness then; a sadness she hadn’t felt since the news of her father’s death rudely greeted her that cold winter morning just over two decades ago. Frobert was right. He was angry; he was full of spite and hate.
And he was right.